I sit at my desk reading Love quotes and think of you.. Who would have thought I'd be so totally head over heels in love like this. While looking at quotes I came across the below one and it made me stop and think.. How true is that statement? How many times have you been in a relationship and everything in the beginning is wonderful, the other half fills your needs ( A.K. A your Love Tank) and you are not running on the emotional "empty" ? I want to keep what we have going strong, feeling more connected and in love with you each day. Discovering new things about you and I and exploring them together. This statement says it all to me.. And I do promise you that if you are all in , I will treat our relationship like it was in the beginning and not get comfortable and ignore your needs. You mean more to me than I can ever express and I want to show you each and every day.. I love you.. P.S. I'm not sure if you read books much, but the following one taught me a lot about my needs and wants in a relationship. I'm not insisting that you read it, but thought you might want to look into it to understand more about me. It's called the 5 Love Languages. My primary love language is physical touch my secondary, I think there is a tie between words of affirmation and quality time. If I had to choose, I'd say quality time would be a bit more important. Take a look :)
This morning was a very nice surprise. I'd love waking up to you wanting me every day if I could. I truly love what you do to me, how you command me , take control and tell me when you want me to cum.. And most of all , I love obeying your commands and satisfying you. You make my whole body quiver with delight just by your words and ache for more when you are not around.
I would love for you to request pictures that I have to take for you. From , Show me your panties today , to I want you to cum and take a pic of your soaked fingers. Really, I want to fulfill any desire you have and crave to be that naughty little girl you know wants to satisfy your thirst .. Words can never touch what you have been making me feel.. I love you-- YOUR Babygirl I enjoyed making the video for you.. It was a first as I've never made a video for anyone before which I believe I mentioned earlier. It was a huge step in my self image as well as showing you how much I trust you already. I really do enjoy doing new things with/ for you.. I like knowing I'm sharing them with you. Thank you for making me feel safe enough to explore new things.. I do hope we can explore so much more together as our relationship grows.
I've pondered the idea of starting a tumbler blog of the photo's of me similar to the ones I've sent you. No face in the pics.. Just certain parts. I think it would feed my love of being watched. I think it is a fantasy to have a lot of followers watching you, looking at pics, wanting to see more of you .. The logical side comes out and I think about the repercussions of my actions and choose not to explore this erotic fantasy. It would be hot though... I'm sore and emotionally drained today, in a good way ... After working out I came home jumped in a hot hot shower and let the water hit my lower back. I think after getting myself all worked up all day long, a work out was the perfect release. Not really the one I was hoping for , but , I needed it. So far so good with getting back to the gym every other day.. Now to just keep it up. Now that I'm getting back into the swing of things with working out, I need to get back into the swing of things with eating better and being better to myself. I took a picture today and honestly, It made me sad.. To think I used to model in High school, where did that person go ? I really need to get focused on losing weight so I can get to a place I don't cringe when I walk past a mirror or I immediately want to delete a picture because I just do not like how I look. I am not expecting to be where I was in High school, but I would like to at least feel healthier and happier about myself. I guess it's time to put on my big girl panties and get my ass moving.
Simply put... You rocked me today. If you can affect me this much online, on Skype, I honestly cannot even imagine what it would be like being able to touch you and taste you.. I'm thinking it would be a total overdose where I'm left laying in a puddle of my own cum quivering from our love making. I would love to get a toy that can be controlled remotely via a phone app. You would tell me when to put it in and then throughout the day turn it on playing with me. I think this would really add to my edging experience. I wouldn't know when it would happen and I wouldn't bein control of the toy ..
Here are a couple links I found: LUSH - I have to say this one has piqued my interest ALOT and the price is reasonable Blue Motion NEX/2 I also found a blog post about the best toys for Long distance relationships.. If you wanted to see their reviews on toys, here you go.. SurviveLDR |
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